Seasick means you're getting sick because you're in the sea right? Well how come homesick means you're so sick of being away from home? In my point of view, homesick means you're sick of home. Since there's no term for that, I'm just gonna call it SICK-O-HOME! (yeah, kinda pirate-ish with the o).
My house sometimes just doesn't feel like home. Got no privacy. No one ever says thank you YET they expect ME to do so. They never keep their promises but they always expect ME to do so. They keep saying "Say sorry when you made a mistake." but when I do make a mistake to them and say sorry, they get angrier.
Seems like I never do things right. Seems like everything I do brings the world one step closer to doom. I listened to EVERYTHING they say and it seems like I never get it right. When will I get it right? When will you finally realize that I've been doing everything you said for the past 13 years?
Sometimes, I just have to forgive people who don't need forgiveness and apologize to people who don't need apologies.
Everything's my fault. I should always apologize for "my mistakes". I should always forgive people's "mistakes". I should always respect. I should always obey. I should always give up. I should always give in. I did everything to make you satisfied but you don't do the same to me. When will things finally turn around? When you realized your mistakes by the time I'm dead? Too late.
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